So I have a boyfriend for the first time ever. And don’t get me wrong I really like him but I just ugh. I don’t know.
This guy I know was telling me about his dating someone steps and it was just so cute and he takes it super slow. He’s gonna be a youth pastor and he’s so sweet and will never pressure his girlfriend to do anything sexual with him. Not that my boyfriend pressures me, but its really clear that he wants to do stuff and I sorta wanna do stuff but then I also don’t and its complicated. I don’t wanna break up with my boyfriend but I also don’t know what to do about this all.
Well, a few things….
First, I totally suck at blogging clearly. I’m not sure why, but I do.
Actually I suck at keeping any sort of routine that I want to try. Writing, working on poetry, working out, doing crafts, keeping my room clean. It never happens for long. And I hate that about myself.
Second, it’s January 1 (obviously) and I normally HATE resolutions mostly because no one ever keeps them and I’m like can’t you just start something whenever, it doesn’t have to be the start of a new year, but alas I’m going to be hypocrite and make at least one resolution.
I WANT to get a good body. I want to look GREAT in a bikini. I want all of my clothes to look PERFECT on me.
I know I can do it.
I just need to keep motivated.
So this is my goal for this year.
Wish me luck.
College, Dreams, Homework, and My New “Thing”
I am a little more than a week into my second year of college. Man, am I getting old or what? But, I don’t care if I am getting old because I am beyond excited about this semester.
Mainly because of 2 classes; Intro to Creative Writing and Orality of Poetry. I love writing, and I do it occasionally but I’m hoping that these two classes will motivate me beyond belief. I want to become a better creative writer along with my journalism writing.
Which brings me to another class of mine; Writing and Editing for Multimedia. Which is basically writing journalism for the internet and using Facebook and Twitter and all that. It’s pretty awesome.
Then I have YOGALATES. Yup, that’s right, I get college credit for doing yoga. It’s the best.
I also have anthropology and a history class.
But I am so excited for what this year will bring.
One of my goals is to write way more poetry. I’m gonna focus on one a week at least. The more the better. After all, I have to write quite a lot for my classes anyway.
So excited. Wish me luck on my creative writing adventures.
Guys Suck.
I’m sorry but it’s true. Girls suck too though so don’t think that I’m being totally unreasonable. However, guys suck.
They charm you, they flirt, they take you on cute dates, they make you think that they like you, then you DON’T HEAR FROM THEM AGAIN.
Why?? Guys, why do you tell a girl “I had fun, let’s do this again” when you don’t mean it? And then never talk to her again? I’d much rather you be honest with me.
Grow some freaking balls and don’t be a douche to a girl who doesn’t deserve it.
